exclusion.

I see your loyalty, your passionate, endearing loyalty.  It's beautiful, and blatant, and bewilderingly cognizant.  They love you for it, your demeaning and unsophisticated devotion.  How secure, how safe you are!  What a fantastic system of unfailing support!  Stay alive, stay emboldened in them forever.  Keep hold of this eternal, obsessive, blindingly fervent adoration.  You will never be alone, and you will never understand beauty.